During Ecstatic Awakening Retreat, I experienced fear around my inner power. Something I’ve been aware of before. During a Rapé ceremony I set releasing this fear as my intention. It was an intense session, and I released a lot emotions. Especially during the right nostril, which is linked to the male side. In another ceremony, I gave it a finishing touch by having a group of 5 women tell me they trust my power.

But that isn’t the end of it, yet.
The danger now lies in dissociating from the fear.
As one of the principles in Authentic Relating says: “Own your experience”, I need to own my fear.
Otherwise the fear gets projected, and other people will sense that fear, and might distrust me.
When I own my fear, according to a friend, at that moment she feels my power.