Being born too early was my choice, the choice of my higher self.
It may also be linked with the issues my mother was going through, not being seen.

My Epilepsy is not related to a fall,
but instead is a technique to cope with the abandonment,
just like the astma I’ve had, and the numerous other times I was ill,
not being able to go to school, thus getting attention from my parents and grandparents.

As much as I was drawing attention from the people aroud me as a child,
now the epilepsy is drawing my attention to myself. Requesting me to feel,
to meditate, and to give my body and mind my attention.

Meditation is ME-Time