I am here
I am here I AM HERE I am here to explore. I am here to discover. To dis-cover. To reveal myself. Because I value authentic connection I am here to learn, to integrate, to share my wisdom. I am here to be seen, and be heard. I am here to inspire others to do the […]
Power & Fear III
Yesterday, I did a Rapé and Sananga ceremony. As my power – and the fear around it – is still a working point, I put that as intention for the ceremony. A couple of minutes after receiving the Rapé, my mind went back the question how I would feel, when I’m in my power. I […]
Power & Fear II
The last 2 weeks I’ve been doing a new practice: Orgasmic Yoga. After every session, you write in a journal. This is an excerpt of one of those days. Today it took me again a lot of time to get out-of-bed. And a lot of resistance to start my OY practice. I started to look […]
Fear & Power
During Ecstatic Awakening Retreat, I experienced fear around my inner power. Something I’ve been aware of before. During a Rapé ceremony I set releasing this fear as my intention. It was an intense session, and I released a lot emotions. Especially during the right nostril, which is linked to the male side. In another ceremony, I […]
Tantra Training Presentatie
Er was eens, in een land niet zover hier vandaan, een man die Frank heette.Frank vertrok op reis, op reis naar zichzelf. De reis zou gaan doorheen landen, met elks hun spiegelpaleis. Er waren, naast hem, nog een heleboel andere reizigers, op doorreis door het Land van het Lichaam.Maar om een of andere reden bleven […]
In search of the pain in my hip
I’ve been having the Madre Ayahuasca icaro in my mind all the time for the last couple of days. During the Aufguss, I felt into the pain I have in my left hip, when I’m sitting crossed-legged (Sukhasana for the Yogi’s) At the end I asked my body for the origins of this blockage. My […]
How to integrate the purpose of healing in a balanced way with my own needs and limits? In times of a lot of suffering of others, I tend to help them, but the caveat is to ignore my own suffering and pain in the process. I still find communicating my desires tricky, especially speaking out […]
The answer is….
What is the (positive) intention of the part of me that needs distance?Is it that I need to be alone to receive downloads of information,or is it because of the fact that that part is trying to protect me from being hurt because of rejection? Yesterday, when entering the dance, I clearly asked my body […]
The day after
Today is the day after the second weekend of the intensive Tantra Training, with the theme Heart & Sex integration. First thing on the planning is to do the 5 tibetans. The thought of really using my extra day off, thus skipping the practice, entered my mind. Feeling into my body, “Still doing it felt […]
Intensive Tantra Retreat 2 – Sunday afternoon
During one of the sharing we had, someone told me she was keeping me at a distance. Once she left I felt into my body. and the thought that felt best was that it was a projection from something inside me. Apparently a part of me needs space and distance, and when I don’t keep […]
